But I am working on a short story, and watching leaves change, and listening to Cat Power , and wondering what I will make in the studio once it's ready. Here's a recent Atlanta painting I haven't shown much.



I have lots of portfolios of those Atlanta based, smog-defying colorful, overgrown paintings in portfolios in the next room and the mood is so different here in Rochester, that I wonder what I'll do with those ideas. Any ideas?

Take good care of yourselves,

Rachael

The Frick Collection used to be a favorite of mine. The air is a little rareified no doubt but the paintings are impressive . This precious stuff can inform about painting, about how to create a work of art that has holding power, about story, and definitely about man, nature and God (these as the principal subjects).

A pale beauty, tall and quiet, elegant and swathed in cottons certainly evokes the 19th century European ideal of Japan.

And then there's everyman.

So, well, I scrub the floors, I read my books, I draw and I look. there are worse things to do.

Take care,
Rachael

Tonight in the big bookstore I noticed there were used book racks. I browsed 'em looking for Donald Barthleme stories or picture books or something about women in the nineteenth century. A woman with a nose ring and a white tank top stood next to me, looking too. She and I chatted a little about our search for a perfect, cheap book.

Maybe 10 minutes later, I found it! This was a book I had loved when I read it a few years ago. And I offered it up to my new friend, who I sincerely hope headed home to read it.

When I googled the author, I discovered that she ( Lorrie Moore ) grew up in good old Wing's Falls . How else would she know the power of Storytown? Why all of those close friendships we had in highschool linger on? Why it matters how we tell a story?

And before you tell me that Horsehearts is an unbelievable name for a town, I present Horseheads , not far from Elmira.

more soon, studio gets cleaner, weekend marches away...

take care,
Rachael

by the way I did find the Barthelme story I was looking for, about Colby

My nose stung for an hour, and it took some time to scrub the dirt of me, but I'm happy to report that the first layer of grime is out of the small room in the carriage house behind our apartment. The little room that will soon (after a couple more layers are scrubbed away, the walls are painted and a good ventilation system is figured out) be my studio. I need a place to be messy. A quiet room. All of the reading I've done lately about drawing and all of the artwork I've been looking at has me geared to begin some big drawings...or some small paintings...or some of both.

It's funny how my process has changed and is changing, and how much writing is playing into the way I make art. I don't know how much to speak about it now but in a few weeks I'll start some writing classes at a wonderful local literary center and frankly I am excited to begin further connecting myself to my community, connecting my words to my images, and connecting to other ideas.

Ok, more soon but if you'd like a good laugh we enjoyed Harold & Kumar at the cheap theater last night. Goofy and amusing.

take care,
Rachael

Funny how language, how poetry can sink into my brain and how magic coincidences can color a day, a week or an hour. This is an orange day, as I sit in the public library, at a big wooden table all to myself with light streaming in from every corner. I got my library card today, just about 20 minutes ago. I’m still glowing in the girft of a card that lets me access books (like My Perfect Life by Lynda Barry and Saul Steinberg’s Reflections and Shadows ), and magazines (like School Arts and American Craft ) and a ton of other resources. Libraries and the abiility to vote and the existence of free pre-kindergarten programs and school lunches are among some of the things I love about America.

You haven’t heard much from me this week because along with the turning of leaves (amazing how long it takes me to walk home when I am stopping and stopping to look), and the avoiding of radio speeches (we haven’t had a tv for years but the hate of the campaigns still sneaks into my house), I’ve been wrapped up tight in the book The God of Small Things by Arundahati Roy. I borrowed the book from my mother’s house and found myself enchanted by the language, fascinated by the details, passionate for Estha and Rahel, Ammu and Velutha, worried about Sophie Mol…I finished the book last night and wiped tears aside, went to bed, woke up and put on my orange pants to match the sun.

As I rode my bike downtown this morning I noticed a sign on a local bookstore, Buffalo is reading The God of Small Things. And next week Arundhati Roy will be in Buffalo speaking and listening and reading and encouraging peace. And it is so encouraging!

It also thrilled me to see and read about these lush food still lives at the Met. Thrilled me to be able to go paint outside today, that's what I'm up to.

take good care and more soon...
Rachael